Abandon

A collection of mostly instrumental works reflecting the feeling of letting go and being let go of. With love to all of the parties involved.

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Music From Big Beige

A big beige building seated in the shade of the Fenway in Boston, Big Beige bore this music and these songs along its way, It's the first witness of this album that's been thought and composed right there inside its walls.

This record has been reconsidered and remixed as of December 2021. Enjoy!

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Under the Weather

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Oh, Marianna!

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Ozymandias

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Happy Days

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A Series of Misfortunes

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Slouching Toward Bethlehem

Some Kind of Heaven

Our Endless Numbered Days

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What the Water Gave Me

From the album WHAT THE WATER GAVE ME

What the Water Gave Me

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Art Objects

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Belly

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Inseparables

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Brutalismo

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Mayfly

For anyone who might not have noticed, each of these albums that I post on a nearly weekly basis have a particular thematic thread running through them. Taken together, they form a sort of fluid aural novel of a time (which is now) and a place (which is right here). "Mayfly" draws on a year and half spent in isolation, and the experiences of extreme physical pain, a deepening depression, familial discord, and intense psychotherapy. Happy listening.

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You Don't Want Me No More

French Exit

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Quartet

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שיר סודי

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Little Bastards

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Heart

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Everlasting

Letters Home

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Bone

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There Was That Summer

Perfection

From the album "Going Native"

Going Native

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The Man With the Glass Head

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The Longest Dream

From the album "Leviathan"

Leviathan

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Black Dog

From the album "Black Dog"

Black Dog

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All-Knowing Eye

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The Culture of Me

Turtles All the Way Down

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Summerville

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Light Out for the Territory

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Orphan

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Witness

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Highway 46 Revisited

From the album "Highway 46 Revisited"

Highway 46 Revisited

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My Refuge

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To the Wonder

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Far Country

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The Worry Moment

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The Year of My Ramona

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Salad Days

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When Our Hearts Were Young and Gay

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Home to You

From the album "Moses on a Pony"

Moses on a Pony

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The Good Face

Your absence has gone through me
Like thread through a needle
Everything I do is stitched with its color

-WS Merwin

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The Dream of the Ridiculous Man

All are tending to one and the same goal, at least all aspire to the same goal, from the wise man to the lowest murderer, but only by different ways. It is an old truth, but there is this new in it: I cannot go far astray. I saw the truth. I saw and know that men could be beautiful and happy, without losing the capacity to live upon the earth. I will not, I cannot believe that evil is the normal condition of men. I saw the truth, I did not invent it with my mind. I saw, saw, and her living image filled my soul for ever. I saw her in such consummate perfection that I cannot possibly believe that she was not among men. How can I then go astray? The living image of what I saw will be with me always, and will correct and guide me always. Oh, I am strong and fresh, I can go on, go on, even for a thousand years.
-Fyodor Dostoyevsky

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Travelogue

Having been locked down for a year makes me yearn for travel. This album is about that.

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Mercy

Goldmine magazine just posted a very nice review of this here record. Click the link below to read it.

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Darkness at Noon

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Sleep Tight

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You Made Me

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Broken Things

Why is light given to those in misery, and life to the bitter of soul? To those who long for death that does not come, who search for it more than for hidden treasure, who are filled with gladness and rejoice when they reach the grave? Why is life given to a man whose way is hidden, whom God has hedged in? For sighing has become my daily food; my groans pour out like water. What I feared has come upon me; what I dreaded has happened to me. I have no peace, no quietness; I have no rest, but only turmoil.

-Job 3:20-26

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Invincible Summer

In the depths of winter I found in me an invincible summer.

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Bread and Butterfly

Trying to keep positive.

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